I said I would be back.
At the end of the day, I felt drained out, I just gave up writing.
It’s nearing the end of the year.
I still feel like I haven’t accomplish much.
Sure I did move on, take on the many challenges in life, did so many things but I still feel like I’m no where.
Where am I?
I thought about it and two songs really summarized my year.
Sliding Door by Ellegarden & Voice by Taka x P.T.P.
At the end, it wasn’t that I’m not going anywhere.
I’m being blocked by the sliding door and behind was all my dreams.
I’ve chased after the shadow, looking an answer but all I get was questions & questions.
I guess I should get out from this year end emo-ness and talk about other stuff.
I guess Y2014 was best for me because I get to travel a lot.
In a span of a year, I’ve been to Gold Coast (Australia), Ho Chi Minh (Vietnam), Yunnan (China), Hanoi (Vietnam).
Never dreamed that I get to travel so much, see & experience so many things.
Distant Worlds came back & I get to hear those breath taking songs live again.
I moved up in my career.
I guess the sad parts in Y2014 was that there have been a lot of farewells.
People whom I used to hang out with in office left one by one.
It’s quite a sad thing.
It’s hard to build rs in office, especially for me since it takes me a while to warm up.
Then again, no one remains at the same place forever.
When you gotta leave, you leave.
It’s just like 2014.
You can’t stop the time and it just slips away.
I should really sit aside and think about 2015.