Lately, I’ve been sleeping late.
… Perhaps it’s due to the reason that I’m jobless, and I’m actually very bored of my current state.
… Yeah, I know that you’ll say that I’ll start complain when I get busy.
But =-=” I seriously don’t really wanna just sit here and don’t do much.
D:
Been working hard at sending out resumes.
I’ll continue that tomorrow.
Had my 1st interview last Tuesday.
I had screwed it.
However, I’m very positive about it.
It made me think and question myself.
I guess you could say, if I don’t have a pressure, I won’t start questioning?
Somehow, I’ve realized what I want and set up my resolve to try what I’ve always wanted to try.
I’ve thought about it a lot.
What do I want to do with my life.
Yeah, there are certain things that I cannot foresee now.
But I know that I want to take charge of my life.
I really need to be more decisive.
I can be very decisive, but at the same time, when it comes to the part when I need to move, I’ll… stop.
I don’t know what to do and I hesitate… when I think about the kind of things that could happen in the course of my decision.
There are various factor that had led to this.
However, I want to persist.
I’ll do something I like.
You won’t know till you try right? and like the saying goes, ‘No pain no gain’.
After all, I have completed my 3 years of Psychology and it hasn’t been easy.
*smirks*
Well, you might see me ranting in here from time to time.
But I really wanna try and persist through this path that I have chosen.
That aside, my time table has been pretty colorful.
Been meeting various people during my… vacation here.
I still need to meet more people but… *sighs* they are busy.
Then next week, there is Aniue’s convo and Psych’s Annual Dinner.
… I have yet found my dress and shoes. D:
Okay. I’ll think about that later.
Alright, that’s all for now.
I just want to rant for a moment and…. well… just a post before February ends.
LOL. =D
